Can't say I know where I have gone but I think I miss me. That sounds absurd. I just read a few old posts of mine and I like her so much. She's witty (rarely) and honest (always) but she tunes into her heart and more into what God whispers to her. But somewhere in the deep something has gone cold and I feel a bit lost. I guess this season has a part to do with it. The wonder of "what am I doing?" not having an answer seems to drag on me. I had this conversation with a friend a few days ago and I think I would like to be 28. Yeah, 28 sounds good. 28 has this sense of assurance in who you are and where you are headed. 28 mocks 25 because she is secretly afraid of 30 and needs a bit of room to brag. I sound insane, and I think I am.
Well, that's it.
About Me
- Rissa
- Plant your hope with good seeds, don't cover yourself with thistle and weeds. Rain down, rain down on me. I will hold on, I will hold on hope.
Rissa, minus this wanting to be 28 thing :P. I completely understand where you're coming from. I miss me, too. Just know that you're not alone. And also know that I'm sad that you and I never got together, haha. Keep your chin up, I'm praying for you.
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